girls, girls, girls.
as of lately, I’ve been having intimate dreams about other women. some would be with girls i know, & some would be with ones I’ve never met. i went on Google & it said that my brain is doing this because i subconsciously want to know how it is & I should just do a girl to see if I like it or not. if you know me/follow me on tumblr, you know I have a boyfriend (whom I love/sexually attracted to/think he’s perfect/could not see myself without), but I still wonder what it would be like to be with another girl. lol i remember last summer, i was with one of my friends in the city & i was like, “I want a girlfriend!” & went to where we thought were “lesbian spots” trying to find some girls. haha it was such a fail. long story short, i didn’t find a girl & was just over the whole thing. to me, i found it very hard to find a female. capturing the attention of a man, is easy.
with men, it takes little to no effort for them to find you attractive. speaking from experience, if your physical attributes are what they look for, they’re already hooked. but with a woman, its so much more deeper than that. you have to attract their soul. its not just about looking good, it all depends on how comfortable they are with you, & how much of a good listener you are, & how well can you cheer them up, & are you funny, are you good enough to meet people they care about etc.
…i don’t have time for that.
to me, I’m only sexually attracted women I’m interested in. I don’t care about what else goes on. don’t get me wrong, all of my closest friends are females & I care for them & when i do get to see them, its always a good time. but if i just met a female, & I’m physically attracted to her, then well….thats about it. lol
idk, how lesbians do it. women are SO emotional & SO complex. even the most chillest/coolest girl has & will at some point in her life, make the biggest deal about the littlest shit. its just in a woman’s nature & idk whether or not i should commend another female for putting up with that or simply call her crazy.
Tags: #lesbians #relationships #sex #intimacy #women #men
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